Hi mum. Really missing you today, been so ill the last two days and it reminded me of the time when I was little when I was really ill and you made me to drink the banana medicine from (dr. Feet don’t touch the floor) Absolutely rancid but you knew it would make me better. I love to tell everyone I’m all grown up with having my own place and stuff but in reality I’m still a kid that needs there mum to feed them banana medicine from time to time lol. Hate that it’s took loosing you to make me realise how much I need you. But it is what it is and I’ll soldier on like you did when times were hard. Feel so stupid writing to you on here but I feel like it’s the best place for it. Texting your phone it don’t through anymore and even if it did I have your phone now. If by some miracle you do read this come see me in my dream tonight again please. You was there last night and we caused chaos and egged dads van lol. Woke up and smiled and now I’m going to dream of you again I wonder what will get up to tonight! Goodnight mum ❤️

Hey mum! Me ant and Kate went bingo the other day. I found your dabbers from back in the day thinking they’d bring me luck… they didn’t. Cheers for that 😂 Harvey won £50 tho!! I’m going to better myself for 2025, I’ll keep you updated I’m sure, unless I end up joining ya🫣 I’m going to drink more water and take care of myself properly. Shadows got fatter now and he really likes sitting by your ashes. Anyway happy new year mum I’ve kept up your tradition of all house work and washing done before it hits midnight, now time to have a get shit done bath! I will forever miss you. I love you so much just wanna hug you one more time! Love you mum

Hey mum! Me ant and Kate went bingo the other day. I found your dabbers from back in the day thinking they’d bring me luck… they didn’t. Cheers for that 😂 Harvey won £50 tho!! I’m going to better myself for 2025, I’ll keep you updated I’m sure, unless I end up joining ya🫣 I’m going to drink more water and take care of myself properly. Shadows got fatter now and he really likes sitting by your ashes. Anyway happy new year mum I’ve kept up your tradition of all house work and washing done before it hits midnight, now time to have a get shit done bath! I will forever miss you. I love you so much just wanna hug you one more time! Love you mum